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May 25

致李先生

为什么当你选择去信任某些人的时候
他们总要做一些使你失望的事情呢?
一次一次的选择..错误..再选择..再错误
在认为的对与错里徘徊
到底哪一个才是真的?
真相大白的时候的真相不是只有一个么?
那为什么真相大白之后同样的事情会有第二次的真相大白
被映入双眼表面性的东西蒙骗
开心的同时被欺骗着
就算用头脑来支配也算不出你的思路
难道是我misunderstood
还是你从来没打算让我understand
虚有其表的温暖并不温暖 
装好人的话也没必要
因为从我这里每一个点看到的现实那都永远不是事实
所谓的现实从来也都只是将我们来回作弄 
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March 02

teeth need braces

couldn't breath when i woke up dis morning..
so when i went into the bathroom,..
i decided to sit on the floor for a while to settle my dizzy head~
in the process of doing that..i bumped my lip on the sinkT.T..
n i was literally spitting blood iinto the sink...
thought the bottom part of my lip was penetrated
..freaked me out
wasnt that bad..but the inside n outside were both cut
....then i realised it's my teeth' fault
if they r arranged in a smooth curve..
then my lip would jus b bruised

oii..didn't know the human body was that fragile..
n what's even more fragile is the bond between each of us
we turn against each other for the most little things
n it is those little things of human existence i feel sorry about
there i was..sitting on the floor crying nonstop
not over my own grief
how can those once so in love fall apart with jus a tap
i thought to myself
"aren't every1 of us jus lookin for love and a place of belonging"
but once we got our hands on what we wanted
y do we still ask for more??

憧憬的事物  
感觉那麽美丽  
正因为难以企及  
才更增添了闪耀  
maybe the beautiful being is no more than a vulnerable thing
February 23

Strong attitude + soft ♥ - a note to myself

Rose will try to love n trust those
who r important to her with her 100% true heart
体で感じて心のままに
she will learn to accept their flaws cause she has them herself
she will respect their choices with understanding
eventhough there r mistakes..
she wants to again experience the process of picking herself up after a fall
she wouldn't be afraid to give away
HOWEVER
above only apply to 8 of them for the mean time
then there'r ones she enjoy spending her life with ^0^
others, she wouldn't give a shit
as she cant b bothered
but still she will give them room to share her life
n with her own life
she will learn from mistakes
then she will be willing to make changes and take actions
ALTERNA
keep attitude strong and heart soft
 
can she??
now she will go n watch sex and the city
n learn from Carrie Bradshaw
oh p.s there cant be love at first sight..mayb attraction
but Rose does believe in growing love
p.p.s happy bday my baby girl…promise I will be there at ur 18th!!!
 
January 27

嗯..又到新年了>>>

近在看一部很黑暗的日剧

銭げば

....其实对男主角本来没爱的..看death note的时候也是喜欢月多过L的..
但是真的很佩服在銭げば里的演技..强烈推荐..
从小因为家里太穷被欺压着..后来妈妈死亡
他有了"为了钱什么都可以做出来"的想法
目前第2集为止..已杀害2人.
 
还有之前看的比较有感觉的几部:
魔王、流星の絆、Bloody Monday、
这季比较期待的就是:
Love Shuffle & 銭げば!
 
Oh Yahhh got myself a TAN baby...refer to album------------->>

now..postin My late new year’s resolution

STUDY HARD for HSC

Sleep before 10:30 n guarantee an 8hrs sleep everyday

Finish danny’s homework every week

Only hang out once or twice a month

No more clubbing/night time activities until November HSC’s over

Mon, tues, Wednesdays go straight home after school

Thur, Fridays study in between school and tutoring..even if I m goin to cha for T

Help to do housework every week

Computer/internet only once a week

Beach once a week in summer to exercise n bath once a week in winter to relax

Minimum desire and wants..material wise

Stop spending time on appearances(e.g. skin colour, hair colour)……

….umm no… mayb once in a while..but limit use of artificial stuff..

Let nature have its way..

Stop concerning about magazine fashion model career...

Stop being self conscious

Start being a nerd HSC does not wait for you…

 

NEW YEAR COLOUR...................!

 


幸福是不会去倦顾那些不愿意抗争的人。

January 07

i m thinkin SCARS r SXC..

新年伤口又多了3条...旧的还没有褪...
我索性去画皮好了..

 
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